cherished memories

2003-06-06T05:59:00.000-07:00

hahaz....feel like creating this secret diary somewhere...dunnoe... but stupid me am totally blur about computer
stuff... so unless someone can help it'll neva be up... n i wonder if e you in your blog is me... +shrugs+ but i
guess i jus need some time to weigh things out... aim sure where am i heading or exactly wad i wan.. i jus
wan to avoid the crowd n be alone...guess am ju going crazy again? n its holidays now... but it's just normal
sch days with more tests than usual.. like wad the hell... how can we enjoy if it's like tt rite?? teachers are
mad...n though in my calss am sort of not floating ard anymore... am with colina, jas n they all most of the
time... but it's still weird.. feel tt i dun really belong to tt grp... cos after all they are really good friends for the
past 4 yrs... its not easy to jus cut in n ya... when i sit in bet them i'll feel weird or extra...like wad is this
barrier here kind of thing... so i avoid... but still the feeling is diff... n charissa... yes you've hurt me... sorry
but u weren't in time to ask me to throw away the postcard cos i've read it mins before u called... but ya i
did as wad u said... n i tore it into pieces... was in a terrible terrible mood tt day..its ok... n u dun have to
feel sorry... cos everyone's diff... one can choose wad she wans n wad she doesn't wan... wad she cares
n wad she doesn't care...wad she does n wad she doesn't wan to do... i mean who am i? am really worried
for you cos u sound so sad n tired n bad mood n stuff in ur blog??? hope u'll be fine soon... n i do
understand i really do... sometimes its jus hard to trust somebody.. life's like tt... the world's like tt... but
still you mean the world to me... n i mean it... pls pls try to be happy yea?

2003-06-04T06:15:00.000-07:00

sometimes I realli wish pple dun ask how I am...coz you tend to
feel pai seh and then just lie that you are all right when it's so obvious
when you're not. if you wan to say,
you'll just say it. then wad's the point of asking if that person will just say nothing?

i dunnoe...i really dunnoe.. fell totally useless now... why am i such a kaypo... i have always thot of it this way but why do i keep asking... am trying to convinve myself tt ya she'll definitely speak up when she wants to.. but still why am i asking???? i want her to be happy n to share her sorrows... i just hope tt she'll have somebody whom she can tok to.. maybe not me.. *sad* but just a way to keep her from being so sad? or maybe i shld jus mind me own business... i dunnoe!!! i'm so sorry tt i'll have to ask n hoping tt one day.. u'll jus say??? everything's changing... n its changing far too fast for me to adapt... crys..

n the awards thing is out.. n guess wad? i'm e only leader in my class who didn't get anything... nothing at all... well isn't tt suppose to be? was rather sad n so i thot to myself... wad contribution have i made to make me think tt i deserve e award??? none... am jus dreaming again... stupid me... but am i really tt useless???? can someone jus tell me??? i dun really mind tt stupid award tt much but it's jus tt.. i hope i'll be recognised too... tt at least wad i have done is apreciated... but again.. wad have i done? n wad have i not done????

i just feel utterly useless... aim good at anything or wadsoever... wad the hell's wrong with me??? yea nodbody's perfect n nothings even right about me!! i jus want to get lock up in my room n cry n cry... i dun have e guts to face the world anymore... i want to pon school!!!!

really really hate this person here... why cant she just go away? why muz she bother so many pple??? why is she so useless??? n why is everything tumbling down???? am i really tt lousy????????????//

well... guess i am... argh!!!

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2003-05-30T04:51:00.000-07:00

the song is really nice!!! like it alot... heez... phew this week is finally going to be over... was kind of stressed over all the tests and stuff... today got back c lit and thought it was very badly done but who noes found out she gave me 8 marks less!!! hahaz... so happy happy went told her... :)
n todays chinese was bad too... haiz... fell asleep without knowing.. was too tired.. then got a shock when i suddenly woke up.. n my seat was so hot!! was sweating all the time... the class have really bad ventilation...*shakes head* hahaz... and will always remember our cang hai yi 'li'.. -_-"'... it was so diaoz but veh funny!!! hahaz... thinksook will understand wad am i toking about rite... we're jus so sotong.. hahaz..

2003-05-30T04:46:00.000-07:00

dang wo hai shi yi ge meng dong de nu hai
yu dao ai bu dong ai cong guo qu dao xian zai
zhi dao ta ye li kai liu wo zai yun hai pai huai
ming bai mei ren neng qu dai ta cen gei wo de xin lai
see me fly I'm proud to fly up high
bu neng yi zhi yi lai bie ren gei wo yong dai
believe me i can fly i'm singing in the sky
jiu suan feng yu fu gai wo ye bu pa chong lai
wo yi bu shi na ge meng dong de nu hai
yu dao ai yong li ai ren xin zhen ai
feng yu lai bu bi kai qian xu ba tao di xia lai
xiang sha ou lai qu tian di zhi wei xun yi ge qi ji
see me fly (let me fly) I'm proud to fly up high
sheng ming yi jing da kai wo yao na zhong jing cai
believe me i can fly i'm singing in the sky
ni cen jing dui wo shuo zuo yong gan de nu hai
wo pang wang you yi tian neng he ni xiang jian
jiao ao de dui zhe tian kong shuo shi jie zhe ni de feng
wo bu hui gu dan yin wei ni dou zai

2003-05-21T07:07:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOOK =)

hehe... hope u did enjoy ur day yea? arh.. if only we dun have to go home then we can jus stay at the beach!! it's so nice!! n hahax... thanks to jiam who suggested buying some tidbits over..so we can eat and rot at the same time...n though u dun like chocolate cake but still hope u like e 'volcano' from us!! hehe... wanna tell u dun be too stressed kaez... take things easy.. n if possible we go study together k!!! muacks! n happy birthday to ya again!!! +smilez+ love ya~

2003-05-18T07:13:00.000-07:00

Esther
Yoz!! think you might not be able to see this but anywayz... want wish u good luck for ur mep practical on tue!! jia you n all the best!! noe u've been practicing very hard yea so just put in ur best shot!! u can do it!! +hugg+

2003-05-18T07:10:00.000-07:00

hehe...am actually suppose to do eng now.. but wellz... miss my blog!!! haiz... din do anything constructive today... but i finished the vcd on ai shang zong jing li!!! damn nice!!! the gal very chio... hehe....anywayz think the school is crazy... we only have one test next week n there's 7 on the following week!! with 4 landing on the same day!!! can die... boo hoo...but anyway am very excited cos tue is coming!! hehe... shh... secret.. :p.. k shall go yong gong now!!!

2003-05-05T03:46:00.000-07:00

What Is Your Animal Personality?
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why most quiz say i love or am well-loved?! Puzzled... like a bit weird...+shrugs+

2003-05-05T03:34:00.000-07:00

Your Heart is Pink

What Color is Your Heart?
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haha...lao sook ask me go take quiz... there's really a lot at her blog..

2003-05-05T03:19:00.000-07:00

haiz... poor blog... have been rotting here for so so long... was kind of busy for the past few weeks, din even have time to go online.. anywayz... went to take the school survey.. hahaz...so happy!! in just one day n we gan diao 2 tests liaoz..din prepare well for ss.. n was like stoneing when pple are like rushing like mad.. hehe...gd tt it's over though!! tml there's chinese n wed there's C.LIT!!! boo... think my head will be twice as big on wed morning.. n was said as retarded when me n yvonne was beiing the tang shis... hahaz..

2003-04-19T01:54:00.000-07:00

xiang xiao lai wei zhuang diao xia de yan lei
dian dian tou cheng ren zi ji hui pa hei
wo zhi qiu neng jie yi dian de shi jian lai pei
ni que lian tong qing dou bu gei
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan yi hui
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
tian hui hui hui bu hui
rang wo wang le ni shi shui
ye yue hei meng wei bei
nan zhui nan hui wei
wo de shi jie jiang bei chui hui
ye xu shi yi yuan wei
lei bu lei shui bu shui
dan ying wu ren xiang yi wei
ye yue hei meng wei bei
you shui ken an wei
wo de shi jie jiang bei chui hui
ye xu tui fei ye shi ling yi zhong mei

am in a ~~terrible terrible~~ mood now... actually tried to sign in without typing in my password... freak.
guess the long journey on the bus made me think..alot.. haix..there's jus like sth on my chest tt is like weighing me down...wan go beach!! but it rained so so damn heavily..felt like jus walking in the rain... but i cannot fall sick..not at this point of time.. was at wendy's hse..when my sister called n said my father is unwell... felt so bad..wad did i contribute wen they are like working so hard out there?! =nothing!! am useless..
~~i hate myself~~

2003-04-15T08:29:00.000-07:00

LOVE is your chinese symbol!

What Chinese Symbol Are You?
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that's me?... pondering...

2003-04-15T08:12:00.000-07:00

heyo!! finally am here again... sort of finished my c. lit... hope the test will be manageable.. *pray* so took the time to blog!! n to take pple's quiz... hahaz..today was so suai.. got scolded by Mrs Seah twice... n once was cos i fell asleep!!! argh.. din mean to.. haiz.. paiseh.
then went kfc again.. haiz... but did try to be helpful n get e teens card for peep!! hehe..can have cheese fries. buy 1 get 1 free!!! tempted?! hahaz.

Esther
heyz!! noe u got lotsa hw but dun be stressed!!
work can be done after all rite?! :)
n dun be lazy always dun wan come blog!! :p
hahaz... it misses u alot i believe.. k lame..
jia you jia you!! love ya~

2003-04-12T05:55:00.000-07:00

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2003-04-12T05:53:00.000-07:00

haiz... am back here again.. are u all ~~sick~~ of me already? well i am ~~sick~~ of myself liaoz... haiz.. :(
hahaz.. enjoyed slacking at sook's house n went home an hour ltr then planned.. hahaz... suppose to do homework one... but in the end we did some reflections.. mian bi si guo at her hse is quite nice actually.. cos there's alot of 5566 poster ard.. hahaz!
sook!!
heyo heyo... sorry din make it for pai ju today.. but i promised.. really really promised tt i'll go no matter wad on monday kae kae?! heez... SMILEZ!! n i wan be e 100th person!!! blehs... we shall see who's faster.. heez...

2003-04-10T22:19:00.000-07:00

haha...happy happy... finished me geo!! hahaz...it's sth like jus cut and paste everyting. hope i din do worngly though.. :p now i have 20 mins to slack before i continuie on jian bao again... haiz... stupid iraq war..have no idea wad to write..n guess i have to go zao bao to search for articles? hmx... its raining so heavily now... gotta go close the windows before my hse gets flooded.... lolx..
*the whole blog is so pinky now.. did i really crap tt much?! hahaz... but noe somebody sure wont like it... hahaz. :)*

2003-04-10T09:21:00.000-07:00

You are the fox.

Saint Exupery's 'The Little Prince' Quiz.
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erm.. ok...but somehow i think i still have the fren to keep... :)

2003-04-10T09:07:00.000-07:00

lalaz!! hehe... today i liu out of hse again.. haiz...bad gal...first thing went back school to take humanities books..n it's like so quiet..(erm.. except for the aunties toking there lah.. which was loud!! :p) then went to eat kfc with Esther !!! hahaz... n i miss the 2 pc chicken!! then we were like eating eating n e manager walk over n tok so much.. was so paiseh n dun noe how to react too.. haiz.. was praying tt she'll go off asap..who noes she say "i like to tok to costomers" wah~ pengx.. n cher, dor, jacq, kang did u all enjoy the LARGE popcorn chicken we prepared for u all.. muahahax...muz appreciate k. hehe.. :p
then watched this horror movie which is so draggy.. but i still got freak out lahz.. haiz.. paiseh.. -_-'''
3 more days to school reopen!!! happy happy!!! again.. gambate to everyone!!

2003-04-09T05:01:00.000-07:00

hahaz... realise haven been blogging for so long.. :p so here i am again.. hahaz... so proud of myself for this 2 days.. planned a time table for meself n am forcing myself to keep to it.. haiz... all thanks to e teachers lah..but guess wad? i wrote 3 zuo wen in 2 days!! =) going do another one ltr... sianz...there's so much lohz... n it seems like e whole world is mad with the epebble webbie... haiz... agree tt it sux.. but maybe its good tt its down.. hopefully all the way till sch reopens!! hahaz... den dun need do homework!! hahaz... k me daydreaming again.. haiz.. zi qi qi ren shi mei yong de..
jia you to everyone!!!

Esther
hahaz...k thanks again for burning the cd for me!!
but wad do u mean by shun bian hah? hahaz... joking lahz..
yao guai hoh.. dun be notty...+hugs+

2003-04-08T07:14:00.000-07:00

oh yea!!! finally done!!! come take mi quiz kaez? sorry the questions kind of bo liaoz..but that's wat i'm feeling now...haha. thanks!! muacks!
Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

2003-04-08T05:59:00.000-07:00

jacq & kang!!!

heez...juz read the entry by the two of you...of cute lohz...it brightened up my day!!! realli love you two loads! heez...then went on to doing the quiz...erm, you all shld know the results not very gd lahz...heez. but you know wad i'm like...but...hm..wo hui jia you! next time I muz improve! then everytime I improve you all reward me wif chocolate kaez? erm...k, I sound like little kid. haz...yup...love you loads!!! haiz...how I wish I can move the time forward...

2003-04-08T00:12:00.000-07:00

chengx

oh mans...i'm so sorry...I dunno wad i did at your guestbook..then now i can't sign in....and it's so irritating..i type like four messages and all the time they tell me "opps, you can't sign in that fast." yup...so me decided to leave a message here for you! take care kaez? me miss you loads! muacks!

2003-04-07T23:24:00.000-07:00

huang fang

hehe~in the end i still go online...

haiz, but me decided to be guai and

come online for homework one lahz.

and....at the same time shun bian burn

that cd for you mah...so yao gan xie wo! :)

hahaz...anione can realli tell how bored I was...I actually finished a jap drama series on vcd in two days!! it was nice...especially the ending...haiz. so now feel a bit guilty..better do some homework...and the teachers muz be crazy mans...no 1. they use such a lousy website like epebble....make me so irritated juz be downloading the stuff...stupid. then still have to do so many things. got one emaths somemore muz do pair work...how ma fan can it get? in the end I dun care, do myself lahz...haiz. and coz now the epebble webbie thing is down again...I chen ji blog here! so long neva update liaoz...

2003-04-05T02:40:00.000-08:00

I have you to be with
everything will be easy
shai de yang guang lin de yu di dou zhi de hui yi
i have you to be with
cai dong xin bu gou jing cai pa ju li
xin dian gan ying jue bu duan xun hui ru ying sui xing
ceng hui xin yi wei wo lai cuo le shi jie
tai duo xiang fa heng ling lei zhao bu dao ren liao jie
dang wo shuo de gan jue qian dong zhe ni de lian
hu dong de lei rang wo men bian de te be
ni shi wo de mo li xiang yao yong gan jiu xiang ni
yi zha yan jing ba bu ru yi dou bian cheng liu xing
ni shi wo de mo li xin qing bu hao wo jiu xiang ni
shan qu you yu fu zhi tian mi xiao rong bu jie bing
xin fu shi jian dian ying yuan mei you dan ren de zuo wei
yao jian bing jian cai neng kan hao xi shang yan

2003-04-05T02:31:00.000-08:00

heez... today din do anything.. slack for the whole day.. haiz.. at least lao sook did an exer but me immediately yawn when i settle down for work.. sianz.. so ended up rolling on my bed n jus..rotting?! thanks to sook for helping in washing the sea shells n stuff..hahaz... full of toothpaste smell now.. thought my room kind of stinks..

2003-04-04T21:04:00.000-08:00

What month should you have been born in?

this quiz was made by Erin

haiz... just wanna tell the world me born in October!!!! enjoy urselves!!!

2003-04-04T08:23:00.000-08:00

yeah!! happy happy cos finally posted the homework entry for english!!! but come to think of it.. still have a mountain of homewok.. dun believe? nvm.. shall juz write it down in case i forget.. 1) zuo wen :( 2) zhou ji :(:( 3) jian bao 4) 3 exer on a maths 5) 2 phy ws.. haiz.. where got time to finish all these???
but happy!! today yi kou qi watched 9 discs of wo he jiang shi you ge yue hui and i finished it!! heez... kae so tml can concentrate on work.. lao sook coming!! so maybe can motivate each other to study..hehe.. am seriously hoping for they'll extend the holidays!!!!
Esther arh.. one day can teach me how to make the strip thing then the word can run here run there one? :p very interested...heez..*miss ya too*

2003-04-04T05:37:00.000-08:00

huang
haha...so in the end I did get stomach ache yest...wonder if it's coz of the lunch or the jelly...you better pray hard...otherwise I sue you arh! and..I finally downloaded that first love song liaoz...nice nice. but everytime i listen to it, my com like slow a few times...haiz...*miss you!*

kang

yoz gal...I miss you so so so much! kk...maybe i'll consider letting you pinch my cheeks then...but dun pinch too hard arhz...haha...although I also dun have much for you to disfigure lahz...:p love ya!

cher
hey hey...sorry lahz...-yawn- haiz..feeling sleepy again...but aniwae...always enjoy receiving your smses...always keep me entertained during show times...yup..kind of funny that we actually keep more in contact during hols time... when sch start muz still keep in touch! yup...miss ya! \

jacq
hai yo..dun bully jie liaoz...let her watch tv kaez? hee~yup..and dun box me hor!!! otherwise I sue you for child abuse!! hehe~take care! always looking forward to see you online!!!

chengx
haiz..you arhz...10 km...where you run?! on the track or on that er...dunno wad's that called machine...realli realli pei fu you...yup, you take care gal...how come nowadays dun see you online liaoz. yup, so your mum say ok to playing games? or how abt go your house for a movie or something? realize I haven't been to your house b4!! amazing...yup...miss you!!!!!

dor
doris shi bu!!! I decide to try this br code thing...hope it works out...and you arhz...email me mian until now still haven't come yet...you bluff me izzit!! box!!! haha~wish school will reopen soon...sob...love you loads!

2003-04-04T05:24:00.000-08:00

I'm so stupid!!! haha~today me go kembangan or kambangan or wateva mrt station for violin. my violin's teacher so cool loh...i mean the house. it's like 5 steps away from the mrt station!!! and got cheers two steps away from it! arhz!!! but so far away...zzzz...then after violin me went to the cheers and bought chocolate...can't live a week without chocolate! my fav! haiz...violin wasn't very gd...can tell my teacher can tell that i neva practise all week...but me say i got practise..is that considered a white lie? so my teacher won't get angry mahz...:p but instead, she got worried..."you practise so much and still play until like that?! it shld not be difficult for you wat" opps...haha~wad eva...then wah...peak hour! so many pple take MRT...and guess wad..me stupid stupid of all days missed my bus stop! so I had to walk baq in the rain wif my heavy violin...yawn...haiz. so tiring...and kang, dor, jacq and cher are making me so jealous!!! all at dor's house eating and eating...sob sob sob...miss them so so so much...actually mi neighbour coming for slp over...then her mum suddenly say cannot...i'm so sian!!! -bored...-

2003-04-04T04:11:00.000-08:00

You are Vlad the Impaler. The man behind the legend
of Dracula. You hanged your victims, stretched
them on the rack, burned them at the stake,
boiled them alive, but mostly impaled them.
Most of your killings were politically targeted
but sometimes you killed just because you were
bored. Your "reign of terror" lasted
from 1456 to 1462. Estimated numbers of victims
vary between 30,000 and more than 100,000.
Evil Evil man. Fie on you!

Which Imfamous criminal are you?
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ahhh!!! i'm this kind of person?! help!!!

2003-04-03T19:09:00.000-08:00

haha~it's ok, I also got the same result, maybe they'll all the same...wah~finally....yest could go out! of course...all I promised mi mum was to go hf's house...but wat can you do in someone's house for so long rite? hehe~feel kind of bad. and surprisingly, I actually meet pple i know in causeway! though it's like so damn deserted these days. then mi last nite wait wait excitedly for that jap show...but haiz, really too tired liaoz, then mi realize I was watching wif my eyes closed...so slp first lohz...sorry jacq and cher! yap...so listen to mi cd instead! can't believe i take so long to decide whether to buy the cd or not yest...nowadays getting so indecisive...haiz...and haha, my piano teacher is scared of sars...so no piano for me today...but my violin teacher who is also my piano teacher's violin teacher therefore cannot teach in my piano teacher's house which is three blocks away and so today me have to go to my violin teacher's house which is in kembangan which is like dunno how many miles away!!! haiz..and I haven't practised it all week...and my dad's taking half day leave...that's why surprisingly i'm online so early!
wow...that american idol yest...realli very jin zhang...that stupid simon although wat he say is quite true..but he like a bit dun care abt wat the contestants feel like that...but disagree with simon for trenyce...think she's quite gd...and...i'm supporting clay!!! although wat chersay is rite lahz, he's not a popstar...more like a church singer...haha~yup....realize cher and I always sms during show times....then analyse shows together...hehe~aniwae...everyone pls take care and drink lots of water and eat lots of fruits!!(but not too much lahz:p) yup..miss you all so much!!! *hugs and kisses!*

2003-04-03T07:38:00.000-08:00

which stereotype are you?

erm...somehow i seriously think there's a problem with this test. retake it n ended with the same result so wad to do.. hmx...

2003-04-03T06:21:00.000-08:00

now the world's like that, true faces are revealed...

2003-04-03T06:00:00.000-08:00

wad is wrong wif the world?! juz coz you're scared of the sars you actually make 7 months old pregnant nurses climb up seven stories?! well, if you're so scared, why not climb the stairs yourself or wear a hundred masks? aniwae...let's not tok abt the baby, but who deserves it more? the one who saves pple frm sars everyday and risk his/her own life or the coward who juz slips stupid notes into letterboxes?

2003-04-02T03:06:00.000-08:00

Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
happy, happy place! You love all people and
things!! Life is great! You're just like a
happy child. Spread the cheer.

*this quiz was made by href="http://www.uinmind.com/sara">Sara

What color do you see the world in?
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haiz...wad's up with pink and me and I can't stand the color!!!

2003-04-02T01:35:00.000-08:00

hahaz... me romantic? er...

2003-04-02T01:34:00.000-08:00

Red:
Aren't you the romantic? Life is poetic. If you
don't already, write poetry, you're good at it.

What color do you see the world in?
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2003-04-01T04:11:00.000-08:00

+happy day+
today's april fools day.. hahaz.. n was nearly trick about school reopening this thurs.. haiz.. lucky am smart!! bleahz.. :p
went to visitEsther n it was fun!! Find that i really miss her... and of course everybody else!!..me am not tt bias kaez... heez...yap then watched quite alot of vcds.. n can really have a great view of lightening from the window....so damn scary..Brrr..did a few sums of maths.. n i nearly fell asleep..Zzzz :0 heez...
the teachers are just so smart to post online homework.. sianz...bleahz..

2003-04-01T04:06:00.000-08:00

huang fang is...
sweet!!!
sweet!!!
sweet!!!
sweet!!!

2003-03-31T08:32:00.000-08:00

hmx.. jus wanna say am so HAPPY tt you called.. heez...am looking forward to tml!!! +happy happy+ *beams*
Luv ya...

2003-03-31T06:08:00.000-08:00

argh!! I'm dumb dumb dumb!
EstheR
dun be ~~hurt~~ kaez... think yesterday am jus mad n simply crapping away.. maybe am jus a little stressed.. but really please stay happy kaez.. haiz.. i dunnoe how i shld put it..Jus wanna tell u i love you loads n loads!!! n i noe u'll be there for me always... do you noe how happy u always make me feel no matter wad? :)

Yo[u] are the one that I can truly believe in
So don't ever think that I would ever diss yo[u] baby
Without a doubt yo[u] are my rhyme and my reason
And I won't let yo[u] down
cos i'm holding on for yo[u]

# hugs n muackz!! love you always... #

2003-03-31T03:46:00.000-08:00

-yuan lai wo bu shi ren-
haiz...me finally go cut my hair liaoz...like this cap of cao on my hair like that...lucky still got a few days to school reopen, then at least will grow a bit. hm...surprisingly my dad still on leave today...so morning do maths and maths....then later off to my neighbour;s house again! gigi(her dog) is so cute!!! then she lick and lick until my hand...k, shall not describe lahz. and me borrow this vcd series frm me aunt and think it's very nice! ding qing da fan dian....k, or maybe i'm juz too hapi to be entertained since i'm like SO bored these days...when will all these end?! sianz. and I finally downloaded cong er fei!!! so nice...like it so much...then listen over and over again..but haiz, it's so short. and guess wat, it's april fool tml..and we can't have it in school...not fun one. remember arh!!! my mum suddenly scream behind me...scared the life of me....k, nvm. as I was writing, remember last yr we played tricks on teachers...so fun...~hurt~

I MISS TWO GRACE!!!

2003-03-30T06:54:00.000-08:00

If your not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If your not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We will make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
If I dont need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I dont need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If your not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If your not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I dont know why your so far away
But I know that this much is true
We will make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in your the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If I am not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether its wrong or right
And though I cant be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If I am not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

2003-03-28T22:50:00.000-08:00

this is so damn sianz!! finally i'm home and i can go blogging and wat I find? the computer cock up and cannot sign guestbooks!!! maybe i'll try again tonite...*angry angry*

2003-03-28T06:31:00.000-08:00

am back! heez.. after so long.. actually its jus a week ago n like so many things have happened.. i dun wan school to be closed!! am practically like rotting at home all the while n think for the next few days too cos knowing meself.. sure wont study one.. *guilty*.. n me parents keep remining me not to go out n stuff.. noe they are concern but its gets kinda irritating when it gets so frequent?! haiz.. i am bad!! shall be good n jus stay at home then cos noe they zui bu fang xin wo.. :(
N i miss everyone out there!! muz take good care of yourselves kae.. drink more water, have enuf sleep, eat more bananas, pears, starfruits ( well this is what i read from the newspaper so i guess it shld help) :) bananas are good for preventing constipation too! heez.. wad toking me?! kae nvm..my sister is like making liang cha everyday too.. hahaz.. though its a little ku but still quite nice lah.
N i am even starting to miss those days when i jus sleep in class.. haiz.. cant imagine the day when i'll be leaving the school.. haiz.. sad.. time really flies..
was watching a date with vampire(kae noe its a kinda old show.. heez.. but me am slow mahz..) then its so scary!! muz admit tt am not tt brave after all.. was alone then there's this eerie part which was really freaky(erm.. at least to me) n i screamed for my sis. haiz.. think i scared her even more.. paiseh.. heez.. hm.. n tomy sister.. really love ya loads!! though i've neva told u tt.. heez..thanks for always being with me n forever so forgiving .n pardon me for my laziness too.. Muackz!

2003-03-27T03:52:00.000-08:00

What month should you have been born in?

this quiz was made by Erin

You should have been born in February!

You're an abstract thinker and you're intelligent and honest. You can be temperamental, you're determined
and you love your freedom. You get rebellious when restricted and dislike the unnecessary. You love making
friends, but rarely show it. You love entertainment and leisure. You're romantic on the inside, but not
on the outside and you are bad at showing emotions.

hehe...i AM born in Feb what...yuan lai wo de ren ge xiang mama...kong bu~arh! juz joking jacq!

2003-03-26T23:21:00.000-08:00

wah~wat's wrong with this blog?!

2003-03-26T23:10:00.000-08:00

last nite tot my aunt was crazy when she called me to tell me no school in singapore until april 6th...haiz. think all this commotion juz benefits singtel...so many sms and phone calls going round abt wat school open 9-12 and all...if only they can juz open school for one more day then can go baq school and settle everything...now juz feel so lost!

::chengying::
i'm so touched!!! hope no teacher saw you climbing over the wall or something, but really..thank you!!! +love you loads+
yap...and the letter was so nice...+touched+yap...but it's like God has given me ten days to return you a nice nice one like that...really nice abt what you said...coz other pple all say my letters very long and crappy lahz...and actually I agree...maybe you're juz one of those patient ones :)

::kang::
yap yap...thanks for the letter...although you say you dun really like to write letters...yap. so now me juz write here to "reply your letter" hm..really glad to see you like cheer up over the days...yea! zhe cai shi wo de hao jie jie mahz...yap, +love you loads+

wah...so many pple were waiting for me to collect the books...pai seh~yar, but it was glad to see them...as most likely won't be seeing them so soon..sob~haiz...juz holidays then holidays again..so fei lohz. then coz of sars, can't even go baq to school or go out...sadz. like grounded again...nvm. tml got violin, then maybe can liu out a while...*evil grins*

funny thing lohz...then juz yest was wondering how on earth we going to finish all our english project, IPW, that windchimes project...tokking abt that windchimes project, juz yest. put all the display nice nice at AJC for today's competition, but now like that. then we juz leave the stuff there for 10 days?! so weird...

then zhen de hen dui bu qi chengying, but...I realize I left my general file in school!!! hehe...then lucky HF nice nice take for me. but my file coz so long neva pack so like damn fat, so only tell her help me take class name list. then I open up my geo WB...ARH! I need my notes to do hw!!! k..suan le...school reopen then do...den she come visit me...*hapi* first day and i was rotting with boredom already. but she also cannot stay for too long lahz. haiz...crap for so much liaoz...i'm surprised at myself...shall go create a new guestbook now!!!

::cher::
k...finally we meet online..but honestly...(k, dun box me) but I dun really find that song THAT amazing...opps, sorry.
First touch was wonderful...nice show...

REALLY MISS YOU GUYS!!!

2003-03-26T22:42:00.000-08:00

~~school!!~~
sad...sad...sad...sad...shall miss all of you all!!!!

2003-03-22T07:03:00.000-08:00

yoz! hmx...first time blogging.. heez.. am a little excited! kae shall not sound ulu..:) collected my specs today!! yippie.. its framless noe.. kae so very soon u'll see me with a brand new look.. heez.. did a little of ju ben writing today n it was not bad! at least we came up with some ideas so its gd! *beams*.. then went to look for them at orchard with kang... poor them.. haiz.. N finally got the chance to take a neocard with esther!! found out that my arms have a little sunburnt after going beach yest ..it was the first time i personally see a high tide! n with the sea breeze blowing... its just so nice! hmx..really like going to the beach n i certainly love the swing!

2003-03-22T06:16:00.000-08:00

I'm completely down-to-earth!

Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.

that's me?

2003-03-22T05:45:00.000-08:00

hai yo...spend so much time doing the blog and still end up wif a messed page. i'm going to give up on this sooner or later againz...*sad* heez...never felt that sitting down was such a pleasure...woke up early in the morning go to swing...like it there more and more...very peaceful and nice. den later go sch to 'jie' Dor to Bishan to do CIP for YMCA. kind of weird arhz...why we doing for YMCA...hm. but we were like siaoz den with malisa, yanshan, siumin chuan yue (lao tou zi!) go bugis to sell flags..tot they kind of ulu and far so not many pple go there...mei xiang dao! they set another booth there and got so many pple there selling..sob. so me and lao siu go walk walk until city hall...raffles place...esplanade...we muz have been crazy..(k, sorry lao siu, it was me who dragged you everywhere) den off to orchard to meet lao huang and lao kang! in the end from then on like walk walk and look around more then sell flags...*guilt* until 5 o'clock baq to bishan. go home tired tired...and watched the beginning of MISS singapore universe!! think all those sweet and chio all neva got in..haiz. and realize my papa spent three hours on today's dinner! *touched...*